1. |
Loud
03:17
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I feel a comfort now
A lonely space where only I hide, and it's cold
Stay inside now
And when I go outside
My lungs fill with familiar air, and I choke
On the smoke now
And when they come around
Everything clears out
And when they make a sound
I'm scared of my own heartbeat now
Everything's so loud
(Everything's so loud)
Everything's so loud
(Everything's so loud)
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2. |
Triple Vision
03:50
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I can't taste anything
There's knives in my heart, and I'm still bleeding out
It feels like everything
Is burning out
You make me feel sober when you say those words
That everything's failing, why haven't you heard?
Will I ever feel good while y'all are asleep?
Why won't you wake up?
I'm tired of pretending
That things are alright when they're obviously not
It's unending
I'll cover up myself now
Squared away
(Squared away)
Your tendency to look the other way in trouble
(Other away)
I'm afraid
(I'm afraid)
your pretensions leave you blind, and have you seeing triple
(Have you seeing triple)
I'm so disappointed
In us
Have you ever met God?
What does he look like?
What does he feel like in your head?
(And I can't believe)
(That it's all so easy)
(To lie to ourselves)
(Convinced that it's okay)
I've been trying to get over
(And I can't atone)
But it's getting so much harder
(For all the things you've shown me)
To relate to those around me
(We're stuck in the dark)
But I guess we'll see what happens next
(But I guess we'll see what happens next)
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3. |
Heaven
03:28
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Take all my money, waste all my time
Suck me dry
I'm going nowhere swallowing pride
For you and I
(I always feel like I'm left out)
You know that I would not do, that which would ever hurt you
(I'm losing confidence in myself)
You know that I would not do that
(Breathing deep doesn't clear my mind)
I love you, sometimes I hate you
(Avoiding sleep only passes the time)
*Sad oooh's*
There's something you don't know
That we could have heaven on earth if we tried
I'd love to watch you grow
There's something that's dead with the look in your eyes
Would you let it show
'cause we could have heaven on earth if we tried
I'd love to watch you grow
Suck me dry
credits
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4. |
Gramps
04:13
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It's never good to linger
Is that something you'd have taught me?
Because you already have
Time slips through your fingers
You have nothing left to burn now
Save my vision of you
Could have left a warning
Oh I'll only break your heart babe
Then you started running
Breaking ankles, cracking doorways
You're a guy named dad she never knew
(You lived your shame)
(You lived your shame)
(You lived your shame)
(You lived your shame)
No ideas regarding love at all
(What was your name?)
(What was your name?)
(What was your name?)
(What was your name?)
I'd miss you
If I could
I'd spill my guts on how it
Feels to wonder
Who you are
Am I like you at all?
(At all)
At all
(At all)
You're not real, you're just a memory
(You carry blame)
(You carry blame)
(You carry blame)
(You carry blame)
Alcohol and cigs weigh more than love
(What was your name?)
(What was your name?)
(What was your name?)
(What was your name?)
(I guess you'll never know)
But that's your fault
(I guess you'll never know)
It's not her fault
(I guess you'll never know)
You were tortured
(I guess you'll never know)
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5. |
Confidante
04:07
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I miss you big bully
I was a fan of yours for such a long stretch
Need water?
Need comfort?
It's all the same to you, absorbing everything
It's your next big color
It's your unbecoming
You look so different since we last met
You're hungry
You're starved for the light of the day
All of those things you used to sell me
Expensive
So boring and out of the way
You look better now
You're still full of it
You fingers turned black
Your teeth rotted out
You don't look different since we last met
You're drowning
You wallow inside of your cage
You've died amongst your holy fathers
Your beacons emit a strange light
(Bled out from biting on my own tongue)
(When morning comes, I'll have no problems with all that I've done)
(Attendant I will be no longer)
(I'm free now)
(You're dead now)
You might stay that way
(You might stay that way)
You might stay that way
(You might stay that way)
You might stay that way
(You might stay that way)
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6. |
Nap Time
04:39
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I'm wearing black clothing
Pursuing how to let you go
(I'm buried underneath your shadow)
Tough goodbye's to handle
Though I admit that I won't miss you
(If you just let me let some light in)
Barely breathing
All for sleeping
Tired of living
All my feelings
Unearth me, your feelings
Keep me inside you, throw me away
I'm dead now
I'm buried
At least you never took me
Took me alive
Barely breathing
All for sleeping
Tired of living
Let me decrease
It's so discouraging seeing your face
It's not your fault
(It's not our fault)
Cause my favorite hobby is making you stay awake all night
It's not your fault
(It's not your fault)
Oh how I love it seeing you cry
It's not your fault
(It's not my fault)
You are the reason that I feel alive
So I'll dig myself my own grave
(I'll dig myself my own grave)
I'll dig myself my own grave
(I'll dig myself my own grave)
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7. |
Temperate
03:20
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You've come inside my forest
I'll make sure that you fear my name
My constant judgement hovers
Stabs com whenever you stay warm
You'll go it all alone
All that you are
(Is just a trembling little child in the dark)
All that you know
(Is all the pain that you're refusing to show)
All that you see
(Is just an image of what you'll never be)
All that you are
(Is nothing)
Take your chances
No matter what you'll still continue sweating while you're sleeping
Broke; In gladness
My sullen brain weighs more than any bomb you'll ever drop on me
Let's hope you don't mess it up
Whatever that means I guess it's all just hanging on
And I still digress
Feeling skinless without a protest
(I've come undone)
You're the reason that I feel broken
(I've come undone)
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8. |
Trashcan Man
03:06
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I've left the light on
Left the engine running
I'm tough to rely on
But I promise that I'm always working through
Something's dragging me
(Something's dragging me)
All through the dirt
(All through the dirt)
All the entropy
(All the entropy)
I'll never finish first
(I'll never finish first)
I'm breaking mirrors
I'm sleeping under ladders
I need time to chew on why every next day feels like a heart attack
Fool
Time is running fast
There's a lot of answers in my head
And I'll never last
I've been trying
(Time is running fast)
(There's a lot of answers in my head)
(And I'll never last)
(I've been trying)
(But my skin won't shed)
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